Some things happened these few days. I talked to many people. I think with my heart.
I only know there is one thing, I cannot go against my heart, as what I have done with the hesitation, they all proved to be wrong. It is my only last principle.
Emotion is another logic. It might not follow the ''rule'' of this world, but I will cling to it. There is difference between what I "suppose" to do and what I love to do.
I am undecisive, I could only make decision when I am clear with myself.
It seems that I did not really focus myself somewhere... Yesterday the lecture by KLau is quiet inspiring. I like the passion in her "speech". I like the photos of those buildings. I like the plan of ISEAS, the drawing is very pleasant.
I asked myself, where is my little bit of confidence and zest? Proudness makes people blinded, it is not really a good thing, but I really feel there is something there I have lost, what is it? Or is it just another regular period of low spirit?
many thx to JH, a girl sits next to me in my studio. she helped me a lot.
I think I know it, what I easily lose in my everyday life. I ll try.
I need a warm smile, I need gentle words.
And I am easily drawn into the feeling of guiltiness.
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 wawa 在 1/29/2005 4:38:29 PM 说:
a very easy one call sketchup.
方遒 在 1/28/2005 10:07:13 PM 说:
what software are you learning?
wawa 在 1/28/2005 10:00:55 PM 说:
I m in DDS hehe. I m learning software...wawa is a procrastinator,, never do work until the last minutes..
wawa 在 1/28/2005 9:59:26 PM 说:
heh.. bad feelings include: 1. Guiltiness 2. "Exclusion" 3. Struggle between mind and emotion 4. Frustration 5. "Perfectionism" 2,3,5 are sort of "overcomed" or "used to". they r not "good-traits". they r weaknesses.
wawa 在 1/28/2005 9:49:41 PM 说:
There is something interesting to record today...forgot to tell you.. it is a lecture given by a lecturer of mix-blood and mix-mind.
wawa 在 1/28/2005 9:48:11 PM 说:
: ) :)
blueberry 在 1/28/2005 4:45:14 PM 说:
sorry,me in a crappy mood. :P
blueberry 在 1/28/2005 4:44:55 PM 说:
may be u r an angel in ur previous life and r too used to the goodness in the paradise. now u r on earth, and u have to repeat wat other humans have done or r doing and u have to commit mistakes like anyone else. don't be too harsh to urself. absolute kindness and beauty belong to paradise. accept ur current situation and be kind to urself. judge urself with human standard, and u ll be very happy wif urself! hopefully.
blueberry 在 1/28/2005 4:41:03 PM 说:
dear, congrats! u have the same mentality as god if u r haunted by guilty feelings('sin' in christinality) in other words, u r transforming to a goddess. just kidding. :P we r not saints. forgive urself,k?:D
方遒 在 1/28/2005 3:51:52 PM 说:
juz found it's not "paragraph" but "part" or "section" =_=
方遒 在 1/28/2005 12:43:57 PM 说:
i love the first paragraph:)
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