...that moment i was quite angry, the mixed feeling of being "bullied", hurt, disrespected.. 被欺负.. blue is very correct that i have such a strong sense of "dignity". yes, it seriously hurts my dignity and i felt very bad. a feeling similar to when you clutched my arms but i hv to bear with it and control my negative emotions.

it destroyed my mood on that special day. as usual, i controlled my emotions.

the second time i read it, i still felt bad. there are various reasons to it, it would be hard for you to grasp my thoughts.

u never read my hostility in my words, cos they are emotionless. today when i approached the page again, my bad feelings have dissolved.

and suddenly, "you" surfaced again. i began to read into you again, the familiar soul, clear and gentle, clever and simple. and with the insights, i felt the discrepancy again. as if we do belong to different world and speak different things, despite your effort to get closer to me. saying that the efforts make difference.

i ll not meet your needs. i can't.. i forsee every seed of the problems. i say that one is blinded when... and you r.

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