我真累啊，肩膀痛，背痛，腰痛，踝关节痛，头痛，喉咙痛。

       I'm so tired, I'm so sleepy, I'm so worn-out. Will you listen to me now? I don't even have the strength to cry.

       Don't you leave me. Don't you leave me alone. Don't you hate me. Don't you keep silent. Don't you disappear from my life. Don't you keep away from me. Don't look at me with mistrust. Don't you feel impatient with me. Don't you fear me. Don't you hate me oh please don't you hate me. Don't you hate me please.

       When are you going to forget? The things we said. Are you going to forget?

        I never wanted to hurt you. I never wanted to blame you. I never wanted to push you away, I never meant to do these, I never meant to say those words.

       I feel the abyss opening beneath my feet, and I'm falling, falling falling falling through, non-stop. Until the final fatal impact.

       My hamster is dying. I can feel it. She's getting old isn't she? She doesn't want to eat, drink or play anymore.

       Can't stop what's coming. Can't stop what's on its way.