Went to the NUS bash at  MOS yesterday. It was a pretty place with very cool ambience. I especially like those comfy sofas! Don't even mention in its White Pure Room, all seats are actually huge cicular shaped beds in white color with all those thick cushions on them! Make me just want to jump on to one of them n snuggle up with friends! No wonder it is now the hottest place in town! Just check out the cars parked outside MOS and I go whoo-whoo! One ferrari one SLK and one lamborghini!

And I finally met the rumored beauty and much-talked-about another Echo... yeah she's quite pretty, in a very traditional Chinese way. Yet she carries a certain demure and cool air with her that is obviously seasoned with years... And I can't deny that this is the first time I truly felt a kind of pressure. Not that I'm scared there might be some affairs between TZ and her, but rather that she has something that I do not have - a certain kind of maturity that I still need more years to gain.

I was never the type of girl who feels insecure or jealous over frivial matters, or even in the presence of a genuine ex-gf. It never occured to me that those things should bother me. Sometimes I am even frightened by my own calmness - does that mean I don't really care???  Does that translate into I don't really love and want to possess this person?

Or perhaps I was just too straight-forward or simple-minded to care. Or in XX's words, I was just too confident of myself to worry about it.

But it might bother me that there is another world of him that I'm not involved at all. Although it is inevitably true.

But it was still very considerate and sweet of him to explain to me afterwards.

Dear I do understand how much you care and I do know WHY we're meant to be.