And all my understandings and predictions about that vicissitude, turn out to be, not catastrophic at all. Not even a single noteworthy strand of unbearable lightness or remorse or sadness. And I figure what I felt was reasonable given the circumstances, and what I am doing now is even more sense-making in the situation. Anyway it's not like I actually expected or wanted anything in the first place...So nobody's fault. No one is wrong. Everything is back to normal. Hooray!

原来我很真的是达到了久经沙场处乱不惊奇速意识到并且爽快承认然后彻底理智结束的境界。速度之惊人也实在是好创吉尼斯纪录。

我对自己佩服得也是五体投地，敬佩之情有如黄河之水奔流到海滔滔不绝啊～

说实话，我真的是在说实话。

我现在好得不得了～ 由于对自己本身又有了一个新的层次的认识而兴奋不已啊～

Christmas is coming! And all I want for Christmas is...

Dunno~ yet...

But all I want for now is.... a good night of sleep!