It's raining pretty hard outside. All my clothes and towers hanging outside are totally soaked. Don't give it a damn. Don't even bother to take them in as they're already beyond hope...

Went for floorball training this morning. Had to literally drag myself out of the bed, was already thinking of reasons not to go...but then....I guess some physical training would really do me some good. I needed to sweat out and busy myself with some work so my mind would not be dwelling on wasted issues.

So the training was generally fine. Wasn't that tough because we only trained two hours. Seniors had to use the court to train for the upcoming competition. Also guys' team used the same court. The coach was too young man~~ thought he was one of the guys' teamplayer. The guys' goalkeeper was very kind as to give me instructions and tips. I always knew that I was too upright and couldn't bend my knees... just couldn't get that right man... The girl seniors are not overwhelmingly welcoming but I guess it's kinda true for all sports teams. Will get to know them better when we do combined training.

Came back to the hall and all was quiet...hate that man. Until Caiyi knocked on my door and Tao Zui called asking if I needed lunch. But then it started to rain cats and dogs and there was thunder and lightning. I hate it when it rains and I'm alone. Really hate it, especially at night. Lucky now it's not that bad and I'm really tired out from this morning's training. Not enough sleep last night...no not just last night, the whole of the week...every since I moved into NTU...okie okie....

I shall drop dead in my bed and pass out in no time.