We played against a Dutch team yesterday. Should everything be of orange colour for Dutch? Their jerseys were such a bright orange~~ My god, they're tough. So many foul plays on the field! Pushing us around and aiming at our sticks, pushing the ball to our legs in the D area.... creating for themselves opportunities of short corners!  

   I can't hit the ball on the run at the moment. I tend to miss the ball and miss the target. What a shame.... I just don't know why I always forget to bend my knees and hold my stick tight and lower on the field... I get nervous when I play a real game... And I don't have the confidence to shoot. I usually permit myself to play the supporting role. But as a central forward, shouldn't I be able to shoot? Not just deflect the ball into the goal?

   This week is full of training. Yesterday I came back around eleven. Training from 6 to 8pm, game until 9 plus. Then clear up everything, travel back, dinner, bathe~~ Luckily I don't have training today as we'll be playing against VS boys this Saturday... and because of the match and some other reason, I was not eligible to donate blood yesterday!I wanted so much to help out in such a meaningful cause. I already missed so many chances of donating blood, now I'm not eligible again!

  Got my SAT score by mail yesterday. How ironic, NUS/NTU were  listed as ' the institutions you've chosen are not provided with information' . When am I going to retake? Probably May... And I got back my first common test GP paper. What a shock! I barely passed this time! Compare to my previous results it plummeted! Though in the end the teachers decided to moderate because they told us the examiner who marked compositions of my class was extra strict. So we got a bonus 5 marks... But still????