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【依恋如风】开始讨厌自己!

          开始讨厌自己,不知道自己现在做的到底是不是对的,上课不听,似乎是我现在的习惯,搞不明白自己在追求什么,或许自己刚开始加入xcb的时候是为了那份心情,可是现在呢?是为什么呢?现在自己的空暇时间简直是到了极限,一点也没有了,什么也没做,心情也不好了,而且特别反感自己,难道是时间的缘故吗?是新鲜感之后的反映吗?或许是不习惯受约束吧!

        昨天是抱着学习的决心通宵,结果很失望,不是对自己的失望,也不是对别人的绝望,只是感觉到人生有太多的无奈!虽然现在不再抱怨这里的一切,可是我真的遗憾自己选择了这里,想起来那些“领导”我开始怀疑中国的哲学是不是有问题,什么是领导风范,什么是作风,什么是形象。什么是能力……难道这就是中国的儒学吗?

      并不是那些有能力的人可以领导的,也不是那些能力佳的人能够坐上领导的位置,什么都要考虑因素,这就是所谓的哲学,我看这样的精神不学也吧!何必在虚幻的思维里迷失自己!尊重是什么,不是搞架子,也不是买资格,是真的能够让人走进自己的思维里,懂得尊重自己!

      一直、一直希望自己能够现在有更多的时间,学习自己需要的,今天自己把CET-6也报了,只有2个月的时间,放下了好久的小老婆开始疏远,我真的怀疑自己的能力,怀疑自己这次能否过,每天无尽的会议,我厌恶自己,或许自己只能在这里发牢骚,因为有好多事情是明白就可以了,给别人尊重也是给自己台阶啊!我还不至于能够与中国的正宗思想抗衡,还是选择逃避的好,没有必要去能明白生活中一切。

        今天突然想起来了一个人,很想听她的声音,可惜不知道她在哪儿,可惜不知道她在哪儿啊?你在哪儿呢?很想听你说话,很想你给我说坚持一下,一切都会好的!

 

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4/12/2006 11:43:40 PM von 耗子
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回复:【快乐被谁剥夺了呢?】开始讨厌自己!

希望快点过去这段时间……

4/13/2006 3:53:36 PM von 耗子

回复:【快乐被谁剥夺了呢?】开始讨厌自己!

 
I’ll give you some advice about life.
给你生活的忠告

Eat more roughage;
多吃些粗粮;

Do more than others expect you to do and do it pains;
给别人比他们期望的更多,并用心去做;

Remember what life tells you;
熟记生活告诉你的一切;

Don’t take to heart every thing you hear. Don’t spend all that you have. Don’t sleep as long as you want;
不要轻信你听到的每件事,不要花光你的所有,不要想睡多久就睡多久;

Whenever you say” I love you”, please say it honestly;
无论何时说“我爱你”,请真心实意;

Whevever you say” I’m sorry”, please look into the other person’s eyes;
无论何时说“对不起”,请看对方的眼睛;

Fall in love at first sight;
相信一见钟情;

Don’t neglect dreams;
请不要忽视梦想;

Love deeply and ardently, even if there is pain, but this is the way to make your life complete;
深情热烈地爱,也许会受伤,但这是使人生完整的唯一方法;

Find a way to settle, not to dispute;
用一种明确的方法解决争议,不要冒犯;

Never judge people by their appearance;
永远不要以貌取人;

Speak slowly, but think quickly;
慢慢地说,但要迅速地想;

When someone asks you a question you don’t want to answer, simle and say, “Why do you want to know?”
当别人问你不想回答的问题时,笑着说:“你为什么想知道?”

Remember that the man who can shoulder the most risk will gain the deepest love and the supreme accomplishment;
记住:那些敢于承担最大风险的人才能得到最深的爱和最大的成就;

Call you mother on the phone. If you can’t, you may think of her in your heart;
给妈妈打电话,如果不行,至少在心里想着她;

When someone sneezes say, “God bless you”;
当别人打喷嚏时,说一声“上帝保佑”;

If you fail, don’t forget to learn your lesson;
如果你失败了,千万别忘了汲取教训;

Remember the three “ respects” .Respect yourself, respect others, stand on dignity and pay attention to your behavior;
记住三个“尊”: 尊重你自己; 尊重别人; 保持尊严, 对自己的行为负责;

Don’t let a little dispute break up a great friendship;
不要让小小的争端损毁了一场伟大的友谊;

Whenever you find your wrongdoing, be quick with reparation!
无论何时你发现自己做错了,竭尽所能去弥补;动作要快!

Whenever you make a phone call smile when you pick up the phone, because someone can feel it!
无论什么时候打电话,摘起话筒的时候请微笑,因为对方能感觉到!

Marry a person who likes talking; because when you get old, you’ll find that chatting to be a great advantage;
找一个你爱聊的人结婚;因为年纪大了后,你会发觉喜欢聊天是一个人最大的优点;

Find time for yourself.
找点时间,单独呆会儿;

Life will change what you are but not who you are;
欣然接受改变,但不要摒弃你的个人理念;

Remember that silence is golden;
记住:沉默是金;

Read more books and watch less television;
多看点书,少看点电视;

Live a noble and honest life. Reviving past times in your old age will help you to enjoy your life again;
过一种高尚而诚实的生活。当你年老时回想起过去,你就能再一次享受人生。

Trust God, but don’t forget to lock the door;
相信上帝,但是别忘了锁门;

The harmonizing atmosphere of a family is valuable;
家庭的融洽氛围是难能可贵的;

Try your best to let family harmony flow smoothly;
尽你的能力让家平顺和谐;

When you quarrel with a close friend, talk about the main dish, don’t quibble over the appetizers;
当你和你的亲近的少吵嘴时候,试着就事论事,不要扯出那些陈芝麻、烂谷子的事;

You cannot hold onto yesterday;
不要摆脱不了昨天;

Figure out the meaning of someone’s words;
多注意言下之意;

Share your knowledge to continue a timeless tradition;
和别人分享你的知识,那才是永恒之道;

Treat our earth in a friendly way,don’t fool around with mother nature;
善待我们的地球,不要愚弄自然母亲;

Do the thing you should do;
做自己该做的事;

Don’t trust a lover who kisses you without closing their eyes;
不要相信接吻时从不闭眼的伴侣;

Go to a place you’ve never been to every year.
每年至少去一个你从没去过的地方。

If you earn much money,the best way to spend it is on charitable deeds while you are alive;
如果你赚了很多钱,在活着的时候多行善事,这是你能得到的最好回报;

Remember,not all the best harvest is luck;
记住有时候,不是最好的收获也是一种好运;

Understand rules completely and change them reasonably;
深刻理解所有的规则,合理地更新他们;

Remember,the best love is to love others unconditionally rather than make demands on them;
记住,最好的爱存在于对别人的爱胜于对别人的索求这上;

Comment on the success you have attained by looking in the past at the target you wanted to achieve most;
回头看看你发誓取得的目标,然后评价你到底有多成功;

In love and cooking,you must give 100% effort……but expect little appreciation;
无论是烹饪不是爱情,都用百分之百的负责态度对待,但是不要乞求太多的回报。

4/13/2006 1:46:34 AM von zhou hui

回复:【快乐被谁剥夺了呢?】开始讨厌自己!

嗯~~似乎谁都有讨厌自己的时候,但并不会持续很久,潮起潮落
有怀疑了,才会有发现,呵呵

4/13/2006 12:05:01 AM von 精灵

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