He nvr called me lately.. and he sent fewer and fewer msgs.. in fact, only one for each day this weekend..

I can't help but start to doubt about our relationship. it was too rushed.. before it becomes stable, i have alr met his parents and he s going to meet mine... maybe i shouldn even buy his daddy a jacket for cny... I dunno...

it s so not easy to maintain a cross-border relationship, esp when one's pc is spoilt and the other one is not willing to call.. i know it s more expensive to call fr China, but you can call less frequently, can't you? you promised to msg me even for trivial stuff, but your promises are seldom kept.. i have slowly become immune to ur sweet talks..

i'm no longer sure that you are the one im looking for.. I wanted to take off the ring. but it hurt, physically and mentally, when i tried.. I tot i had lost my feelings. but in fact, i haven't..