我今天心情不好，一整天在听软摇滚，一晚上在看别人写的博客。

我原来以为我不是社会普遍意义上的浮躁之人，可是昨天凌晨我发现我真的很浮躁，每周无聊的跑去图书大厦，每次又都无聊的空手而归，整整7层的书，我从1楼溜达到7楼，又从7楼溜达下1楼，又从1楼到7楼，从7楼到1楼，最多的一次一个人拿着水背着包卡放在口袋里往返于1楼和7楼间4趟，最后还是向无聊投降了，找不到想看的书。

每次从图书大厦出来，习惯性的会跑去解放南淘碟，可是回家后发愁的看着被塞的到处都是，再也找不到正规隐蔽的地方放碟的空间，就想跳进火里自焚。我浪费过很多时间看美剧，被“越狱”的鸡肋第二季搞得想砸电脑；和一众“绝望的主妇”比看自己和她们谁更绝望；前几周想起来小时候看的译制片“糊涂侦探”，在电驴上搜“Get Smart”，找到18集的下载，全是新疆卫视的录像版，看的我想哭想笑的，自己就这么长大了，真无聊啊。

我一直想当99，因为86是个好男人。

小舞在我絮絮叨叨的招式后终于开始写博客了，我们互相抱怨工作和公务员考试，还抱怨其他，就好像上初中的时候一样抱怨老师让我们出去罚站或者请家长，但是我承认，罚站和请家长却远比工作和公务员考试更加打击我，我们就这么长大了，越来越麻木，越来越不天真，越来越琐碎，越来越觉得这世界上可以相信的人和事要远远少于不可以相信的，真TMD的无聊啊。小时候拼命看书，看到戴眼镜，现在却不知道要看什么书。深夜把台灯打开，在书橱前看来看去，拿出10本“加菲”的漫画，看的想哭想笑，我的neverland离我越来越远了，我的Peter Pan飞走了，我也变不成Wendy。

我觉得我快要疯了，明天要出门，还不知道去哪里，打算走到公车站，哪辆车先来就跳上去，找一个自己好歹有概念的地方下车，然后闲逛，去超市买东西，或者去图书大厦溜达，或者去解放南淘碟，或者找大邮局给公交卡充值，或者就是不停走路。我喜欢走路，有一次从民园体育场走到今晚报大厦，还有一次从佟楼走到小白楼。又或者，我哪儿都不去，继续在电脑前发神经，继续听软摇滚。

最后，是Kid Rock的Only God Knows Why，因小九说这是他最喜欢的一首歌，但是我相信，以他的英语水平，他大概不会明白什么是只有上帝才知道的，他在媒体前惊世骇俗了一句“I very love Samantha”后，我们就经常用这个中国式的句序讲话，以至于大四的时候小三儿交“英语写作”课的作业，居然赫然的写了句“I very love my hometown”，被老师红线以划之，她抱怨是我和PIPPO对其施加了不良影响，我拿着那页纸忍笑忍到内伤，最后还是大笑到不可收拾。

Only God Knows Why
by Kid Rock

I've been sittin' here Tryin' to find myself
I get behind myself I need to rewind myself
Lookin' for the payback Listen for the playback
They say that every man bleeds just like me

And I feel like number one Yet I'm last in line
I watch my youngest son And it helps to pass the time
I take too many pills It helps to ease the pain
I made a couple of dollar bills still I feel the same

Everybody knows my name They say it way out loud
A lot of folks fuck with me It's hard to hang out in crowds
I guess that's the price you pay To be some big shot like I am
Out strecthed hands and one night stands Still I can't find love

And when your walls come tumbling down
I will always be around
And when your walls come tumbling down
I will always be around

People don't know bout the things I say and do
They don't understand about the shit that I've been through
It's been so long since I've been home
I've been gone, I've been gone for way too long

Maybe I forgot all the things I've missed
Oh somehow I know there's more to life than this
I said it too many times And I still stand firm
You get what you put in And people get what they deserve

Still I ain't seen mine No I ain't seen mine
I've been giving just ain't been gettin'
I've been walking that there line
So I think I'll keep on walking With my head held high
I'll keep moving on and only God knows why

Only God.....Only God
Only God knows why
Only God....knows....why, why, why oh only God knows why

Take me to the river eh
Wont you Take me to the river, hey hey heyeah

在Q上遇到想学意大利语的小师弟，我起先还一本正经的教了他几句日常用语，后来主动教他意大利语的脏话和国骂。话说我知道的第一句意式国骂还是因小九教的，文化传承一下吧。

E cosi,tutto finisce,sogni d’oro.

这不是脏话，晚安各位。