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time flies.

i havent blogged here for eons. like totally.

does anyone still check back here for updates? haha.

i agree that so many things have happened since i last blogged.

i got EVACUATED OUT OF MY house. due to the fat ass. piece of crap. i hate him. want to slap him upside down. tt piece of gross idiotic gross lard. sorry that i used such mean words to describe him.

but if u saw how he traumatized ME and my family members for the past 3 months, u will want to curse and swear more.

i wont be blogging abt him on NR because i dont want to create a big hooha outta it as of NOW. wont let my mom noe cos she will sure rant like mad and worry like mad.

and the gong an here are seriously useless, PIECE OF CRAP. and the BAO AN is worse. useless BUMS.

when jj asked the bao an to come forward to help, NONE came forward. all just stared on.

like hey bloody hell, this is not channel 8 tv drama on show k. u are not watching television show. this is REAL DRAMA HAPPENING, u idiotic piece of CRAP. get a LIFE, CRAP!!!!!!!

all the security guards, police man totally suck.

the man, although still legally an owner of the house, BARGED into our house by force, bang the metal gate until it broke open. he and his so called QIN DI DI. piece of gross crap.

so what this is ur house. doesnt mean u can bang in by force, using brute force. disgusting fatty acid molecule. i hope all ur fats spill out, u oily piece of unreasonable CRAP. and the policeman didnt even dare to handcuff him i dont noe why? and they actually let him go off at the police station, shldnt they detain him FOR GOOD. grossssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!

u dont noe how traumatised i was that nite.

i couldnt talk properly when i called the useless 110, wangqi, landlord father, yuan hong(the zhong1 jie4) and wq. i was like half crying, half mumbling. machiam like some hysterical siao gao.

HAIS. and now we got to be evacuated and we moved to a new house. it is not bad. totally in love w the mini staircase. ok la i am dumb. i like the house for the staircase. haha. u noe i always wanted to live in a house w a staircase. i hope i can stay in a PENTHOUSE in future. yea :)

but sigh, i am reduced to a study room when i officially move over. cos i am kinda like an illegal immigrant over at the new place. cos tt apartment supposed to have 3 tenants only. who is cc mj and wq. jj is the one who will occasionally drop by from suzhou. so lame. so if one day the landlord comes and seee me, a GIRL. he will most probably just faint and collapse. haha.

yupyup :)

anyway, will like to express my thanks to a few ppl for that incident tt took place.

1st and foremost,

JJ. Thanks for being there in the house. i cannot imagine how i will react if i were alone. i will most probably breakdown and cry myself till i am so exhausted and pengs in one corner. no way can i talk to the 'gang triad' like how u talked to them. Really thanks :) i dont noe how to express my thanks further but really thanks :) and thanks for cooking dinner still, despite the crap tt took place.

WQ. Thanks 'gai si de wen rou'. i dont noe if you will get to read this. haha. I am sorry for making you so worried and run 400m, panting like there is no tomorrow and to face the sheer inefficiencies of the 110 here. luckily u were in des's house, or else, we wont have reinforcement so fast! and furious! thanks :) three words for you. XIE XIE NI!

Eeseng, Samuel and Desmond. Thanks for being such wonderful neighbours, who ran along with WQ. I am so thankful that you guys stay so near to us. Thanks for being there and making the whole thing seem less scary. Your presence was definitely appreciated by yours truly. :) Thanks for negotiating the compensation and the hotel thing for us. Seriously, i dont think e rest of us are sane and calm enough to think of such stuff at that 紧张 period.

yupyup. thanks GUYS. literally GUYS.

and thanks to all other GIP mates such as LJH and the flashing lightbulb molester aka yunting for ur concerns :)

guess that is abt it for this post.

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i got a fone interview w kp tmr and i am so scared.

totally lazy to prepare for it but i need to prepare for it. roar!

and i hope DT and EY can get back to me via email sooon!

oh finally blogwind decides to work after like 2 weeks plus.

got to say it was a torture at first when i couldnt blog. cos u see quite a lot of websites are banned in this country.

but behold!

i decided to return to blogging at NR. though it's blogger and i cant view it properly.

only more than 5 mths friends can know the address. wahahahaha.

so now i am contemplating whether i shld move back here? haha.

so what happened today? went to the post office w roommate to send her parcel back to singapore. around RMB 260. by ship so like 2 mths? 15kg! although ng brought back some of my stuff, i am quite sure i still exceed 20kg. pengs.

now i am like waiting for my cousin to collect his passport on friday(oh well, boys are ma fan. passport expires quick)  before they book their flight here and back and before i can book mine back!

although i seriously can't wait to go back to sg, i think i might miss some of the stuff here. parts and parcel ba. i was telling roommate that i still cant believe that i am here. leading the life of a local. eating local food. doing things the local way. speaking so much chinese(not like i have anything agst speaking chinese).

i have already been here for 3 mths and 1 week. unbelievable!

i can so foresee the four cores LOOMING ahead. aa206, 304, 306 and ab311. tell me how am i gna cope w this? tiiiiaannn ah! :(

yupyup and last pt of this post:

how come i kena suaned so badly here? in sg, i suan ppl one lors. only maybe xiaohong can qie4 me for that. crap, i must find back my suaning skills.

p.s. where are all my blogwind uploaded pics! pengs. 

ever ordered 外卖 for 2hrs and it didnt arrive?

and not say i got a lot of time to waste lors.

BLOOOODY HELL.

seriously,

inefficient ATs, screw off!

omgosh.

i queued for 45mins and the woman tell me i cant buy oct 6 tickets. can u imagine how 火大 i am a not.

she say 预售火车票10天，包括当天11天

only applies for trains departing from shanghai. TO SH is 10days. so tt means i cant buy oct 6 tickets. and i got ticked off by her cos she said 小姐你会不会数? bloody hell! so angry! btw buy from the franchise(or watever u call it), must pay 5rmb surcharge per ticket.

and what does this mean?

tmr i need to go queue for ticket at 火车站. the disgusting smelly super luan4 place.

and in the morn, the aircon man is coming.

merry xmas and a happy new year!

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that aside,

i just want to say i appreciate the efforts that my friends are willing to invest for me. even though things dont go my way, i guess this is one of the many obstacles that i have to overcome. so yea,

xiaohong and ng: thanks! although i didnt manage to get the bag in the end, i can always go buy a new one! hahahaha. this gives me more excuses to SHOP. wahahahaha.

shall change my itinerary for ng and go to 科技馆 tmr to get my act-cool backpack. haha.

maybe i shld start a countdown to sg too! can't wait to get back to crap with everyone ;)

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but that aside, i am still VERY ANGRY w that sell train ticket woman. who made me run to work cos i was late for work!!!!!!!!!! ROAR.

ok full stop. no more grumblings about that woman.

i feeel like taking leave to pick up ng! but i dont noe what to tell my sup!

and this 2 weeks elogbook really nothing to write! nvm. shall do something abt it after i come back from the oct trip!

and i think what my colleague, jo*shua said makes sense.

GO GO GO olt! wahahahaha.

i guess i am tired of all the crap that has been happening around me too.

i thought we are supposed to be damn happy during exchange programmes.

i thought we are supposed to make many good friends from this exchange programme.

how come it seems so easy for other batches.

and yet i feel it is so hard for us.

esp the puxi ppl.

i can OPENLY say tt i am jealous of how close the pudong ppl are. they have potluck together, have sports day tog.

but what do we have?

it is even so hard to get everyone to dine together due to the BIG FREAKING WORD called

DIFFERENCES

seriously,

maybe i am the jinx.

i am always making myself unhappy.

each day i tell myself.

eh why so unhappy, relax man. u are there to enjoy

but at the end of the day,

there will ALWAYS be SOMETHING TO PISS ME OFF.

i admit i get pissed off at the slightest thing

SORRY, i cant help it.

VIRGOs are like that. perfectionist.

yea, i really cannot help it.

and i think i am just too plain ignorant and gullible.

i can tell ppl everything STRAIGHT, never hide anything.

and yet ppl can be hiding so many things and lying thru their eyes sometimes. and i still believe.

am i stupid or what.

as what my mom say, i am not 精.

i am IGNORANT AND GULLIBLE.

and 4 个字

我很累了。

am i really on an exchange prog or am i on a prog to make myself unhappy.

seriously, i havent been REALLY HAPPY since i came to china. i believed a few out there also feel the same.

alrights, time to bathe.

and yea, ng is coming tmr with my 'stuff'. something to look forward to.

ESCAPE FROM REALITY for a few days.

AHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

TIRED. really.

check out the pics. realise the statues do really look kinda unreal. esp the JAY one. CUI can. haha.

beckham still quite real. victoria beckham is too skinny in the museum. zhao wei also.

and my camera batt really cui. i took only abt maybe 50 photos and it decided to conk out on me! rahhh! had to borrow jj's phone camera. and i want to say that he dont noe how to use his fone camera. haha. those he took for me all so BLUR, i take for him, so zai! haha. the photographer does matter! haha.

kelly dont be jealous! louis leh! haa.

the pic w andy is taken by a pro phorographer. but i obviously didnt buy the foto. rmb 45=sgd 9. siao la! so we took a pic of it using fone cam. anws i think it looks like some neoprint card!

jackie also take from tv screen one. haha.

 CUI.

I went to the Madame Tussands Shanghai Museum w jj today. Asked around and almost the world world either go before in HK/not interested/too broke. Oh well, we still went ahead.

The ticket was like RMB 100=sgd 20 la. like not ex. The statues mostly have no tags to tell the visitors who the stars are. sians. only those ppl from _______ had descriptions which is like ok lors. :(

Some of the statues look REAL, but some look really fake. like the jay chou one. totally CUI i tell you. and GROSSSS.

after that, we went to some like house of horrors thing. and it wasnt tt scary. but me, being the humji one, screamed like there is no tomorrow. haha. hate it when those 'ghosts' come near me and scare me. and the 'smoke' they kept emiting was so SMELLY la. like not grosssss.

ok la, overall it was not bad. at least i spent my sunday visiting a tourist attraction(ok is it even ONE?!) and not just mere shopping. haha. yea. but obviously, we had our own share of shopping too today. went to superman and bought a TOP! haha. RMB 123=sgd 24.60. yea i am a supergirl! ok not funny. haha. and tt top will RUN one lors. as in the color. and they say what it is part of the design. like hellllo! i am sure lah! pengs. and oh yea i bought a CHIM CHIM looking peking map. see already my head pain man.

haha.

this stupid JJ keep grumbling that the wax figures are fake! roarrr! though i also think rather fake! haha. ok la. got money, then i go and check out the HK one. got LKY leh! haha.

upload pics tmr or something. TIRED man.

work again tmr! PLS bestow some work upon me! i dont wanna slack anymore!

and yea it is a THREE DAY WEEK! woohoo!

Brr. It's cold in here.

Blue house's here to rock you down. ok the second line like a bit wrong.

anyway, slacked FULL TIME at work again!

tt is not impt. whats impt is that.

I finally ate at cold stone creamery! yippeeeeeee! ate founder's favourite, w waffle. RMB 29= $5.80. EX sia. but all worth it man. high class ice-cream. RMB 29 can buy me don't know how many magnum here. magnum cost RMB 4 can. aiming for the next ice-cream already. haha.

ok i guess the cake from 123 supermarket will bring an end to the so-called

21st celebration. haha.

thanks to kelly, weiqiang and junjie for singing the song once agn.

according to kelly, "the more the merrier". haha.

so anws, i was in a damn CUI state when they came in. i just woke up.

so bear w the cui-ness.

yup.

OLT is a full-fledged ADULT now. wahhaha.

can watch r21 movies. haha. who the heck tells that to themselves right? madness.

so yea, really, time to act like an adult.

my mom bought me this some diamond necklace! wahahhaa. time to act like taitai. haha.

have u seen a pig before?

i wish i looked like that, with my 'figure now'.

but i think i look like this. no i mean even worse.

HAHA.

i just ate a bowl of 小馄饨，半笼蒸饺，3 kueh balu, 1 南瓜饼

for LUNCH.

tell me that i am not a pig.

did 3 sets of biceps and clean jerk each last night at the gym.

but main purpose was to weigh myself.

and yes, i gained weight again. this time round. 1.5kg in 4 weeks. so ya tell me abt it.

i am kinda giving myself a good treat today since i got an excuse to.

why let the envrt affect me so much?

i can just do things MY WAY to mk myself happy. so yea, more food today.

breakfast!

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came in this morn and received this. actually i saw this the other time cos jo*shua showed me. like hello?!

the greetings are all STANDARD one (happy bdae), except for kelly's which is like asking me to get fatter haha.

anyways, thanks to all who wished. 有心了. seriously, i really appreciate it. really.

and as usual, there will be a few disappointments each year which never fail to repeat themselves. nvm.

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looks funny i know. but again, thanks to junjie and kelly. even though it is really small and i dont eat mooncakes, but ur actions are much appreciated by yours truly. :) thanks.

and thanks xh for the MSN CONVERSATION last night. i can just say that it was COOL. haha.

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guess this year is really pretty different. nvm.

nothing great. just another year.

and sometimes it is these events which mk u realise many many things.

i realised a LOT. but i shant disclose any here. yea.

yupyup.

i still don't have work to do today. since last week le. like THANKS.

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ok they decided to be nice and let us home at 3pm

came home. wanted to bathe.

no hot water. DAMN. waited there for so long and no hot water. really WTH. yuan lai heater not on. BH!

yea, on my way back, my umbrella flipped. lucky never spoil.

seriously this is the most CUI birthday i ever had in my 21st years of life on Earth. to think this is supposed to be ER SHI YI. like hurhur 嚇嚇天!

typhoon +thunderstorm + no hot water + weight gain + ___ ____________ ________= PATHETIC.