其实，从昨天，或者前天就想写点东西了。只是懒懒地不想动笔。很多东西，只要不用文字记下想必很快就会忘记。至少我是这么想的。I m a blur king also。虽然前些时候发错信息，要发给yihui姐的竟然发给了yinhui，yinhui回了条：“没想到你也会blur发错信息啊。”看了不知道是paise还是要感觉骄傲。

现在不抒情，就纯记叙好了。

首先还是得谢谢很多人的。收到了很多祝福，楚岱，燕虹，杜蓉，佩君，范晔，营养师，昕子，肖鑫，还有好多好多的其他人，谢谢大家先。也要谢谢那些给予了我支持与信任的人。呵呵。虽然后来又突然感觉得孤单了，也开始怀疑自己是否真的能一个人承当接下来的这份责任，嘿嘿，生活就是如此的，充满了起起伏伏。不过不管事情的发展怎样结果会如何，我想我已经有了收获，那样也就足够了。再次谢谢大家。

然后。考试也考完了。13号回家。之间的这段时间貌似很充裕，也很闲散。过后却有很多要做的事情还没安排好。呵。。到时再看吧。

发觉写不出来了。哈～

子星今早回家了。我竟然没去送她。哈～也许真的淡了吧。虽然想想还是会忧伤，但确实是如此。很多事情都由不得你我。小玲说我是个敏感的人。经过她的解释，我终于知道敏感的真正含义了。哈～也许真的是吧。

嘿嘿，篇幅不够，贴歌词。

Because Of You －Kelly Clarkson

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I ve learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it s not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that s weakness in your eyes
I m forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can t possibly break
When it wasn t even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don t get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don t know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I m ashamed of my life because it s empty
Because of you
I am afraid

听着会难过的歌。

突然想起答过的一个问题：你最希望对方给你讲什么话？

当我说我想你的时候，等着你轻轻回一句“我也是”，也许我就已满足。

呵呵。。只是知道你会心疼地对我说，“忘了吧。”

呵。那样我会笑着说，是的，我忘了。